indigo.

[atradu aptuveni 2 nedēļu vecu dzejoli. yeah i know depresīvs, bēt nu mja.]

empty mind with sad thoughts running thru my flesh of guilt you laying cold dead with pale white skin on my yesterdays carpet of sin. i still can feel your cyanide breath on my neck. and your ivory hands wrapped around my suicidal soul. and your lips of thorns kissing me boneless. but when you said nothing on the night of the worlds end. i just left. because when your don’t know means don’t care it’s just too late not to drown deep down into oceans depths. and you.?! you hanged your sweet breathe that night for two packs of not coming true hopes. today standing next to your pale white dead body i am falling to my knees. never wanted everything to end like this. my indigo tears crashing on your chest and freezing inside out. and that lost girl inside me drank romeo & juliet poison so that she could be with you in the neverland. and i am now left here alone in this hell called life. breaking my pretty bones from time to time just to feel alive.
and i will always remember those dead indigo butterflies that you kept by your side of bed where i was never aloud.