these are all real people. all of whom i know/used to know [apart from wendy]. this was all put together too fast. my thoughts are broken. my words are hasty. i don’t know if i like this one. maybe i hate it. hmm..
a is for aleks – my deadly beautiful friend who lives in heaven for 2 years now. i miss your smile and our perfect friendship love. and our childhood days. our tree. you was my soul mate. you are my guardian angel.
b is for brother [latis] – sometimes you really get on my nerves but most of the time you are a great guy. my little cute brother, show the world that you can be great.
c is for clare – hellō, my canadian friend. how is my favorite country doin’.?! we share one love. love for red maple leaf stamped flag. and someday we will meet under that flag.
d is for dad – words don’t encompass my love for you, but still i try everyday to find the perfect words. you lie beside the definition of “love” in my heart-dictionary and i always will be daddies little girl.
e is for elīna [šelīna] – my favorite party girl. your energy someday will blow up the whole world, baby. it will be sō pretty. and your hollywood smile is the best. sō yeah – 3,4..BALLĪTĒEE.
f is for fail – almost left this one blank, but no this one is to all other people who came into my life and for different kind of reasons left. thanks for everything anyway.
g is for ģirts – “extranar” is “to miss [someone]” in spanish. my first summer love. my summer boy. i wonder how are you doin’ these days.?! i will never forget that one summer. our summer.
h is for haralds – you are the brother that i never had. my big brother who always takes care of me. if i can keep you i don’t need a real brother. you are so much better. wuv you.
i is for ieva [ieviņa] – my biggest little wonder. i fell in love with you in 30 seconds. i can meet you 6 times a year and these are my favorite days in the year. our talks are precious and sō are you.
j is for jānis [jānis bānis] – how’s the london skyline looking these days.?! you seem to be happier there, but please come home. i miss my friend that i found by mistake. yeah sometimes you need to be thankful for the mistakes you make. i know that i am because they gave me you.
k is for kitija [kičija] – my favorite france loving girl. you are sō retro, sō lovely and sō french. i’m happy that your dream came true, at least one. and i know someday i will drink tea with you in your gorgeous french apartment because you deserve it. someday you will be home. in france.
l is for laima [laimiņa] – my alter ego. my twin. my cat. my love. you remind me of sweet tears and morning smiles and everything in between. you define “best friend”. thank you for stepping into my life. murrr.
m is for māris – we share this love for one girl. we both know how special she really is. we know how much she can change our world just by being in it. take care of her.
n is for no one – this is for all the people who just will step into my life someday in future. have a nice road trip.
o is for okyo – i don’t know really if i hate or love you. and if you’re real or not. but you always will be a part of me and my favorite boy in whole world. just the timing was a little bit wrong for us.
p is for paula – the fact that we get each other is more valuable than you know. and you are the winner of “best laugh” in my book. i miss our morning walks along the sea in the city of sun.
r is for mr. R – i love your brown smiling eyes and your madness. and all these nights spent together were a perfect crime. i like how my palm fits inside yours. murrr, mans mēnestiņš.
s is for santa [sancis] – honest to god, you’re one of the sweetest people i know. so many things done together. so many perfect days. and i just adore your talent to make something beautiful out of the simplest thing.
t is for tūta – this one is for myself. for a little girl who hides inside me. she loves sō many things. she wants to make this world better. she smiles and paints her world colorful. and she know that life sometimes can be faking perfect.
u is for uģis [uga] – my favorite classmate ever. you and your two basketball girls – we make an amazing team mjau. thanks for these 12 years and sō many laughs. i will miss you sō much. sō don’t disappear.
v is for wendy – just because she is peter pans girl. and because her fairytale came true. and because she grew up. a really beautiful tragedy.
z is for zuze [elza] – sometimes i wonder if you really did fake everything. our friendship was sō great . and i liked how you always finished my sentences because you knew me sō good.
oh and yes:
y is for you – you, reading this. take a step back. take three steps forward. breathe. smile. live.
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