atmiņas.

ir viena lieta, ko tomēr vēl nespēju izmest no sava prāta. precīzāk viena persona. jo dvēseļu radinieki tā gluži vnk uz ielas nemētājas, tur tikai pilns ar salauztām sirdīm.  bet dažreiz cilvēki no tavas dzīves vnk aiziet, dažreiz tā vajag un dažreiz tā ir labāk, pat ja vēl ilgi pēc tam tu klusītēm turpini tos saukt atpakaļ.. 

atradu šodien vēl gabaliņu savas izbijušās laimes, kas ir tikai vēl viens pazudušais gabaliņš no manas atmiņu puzles..

[šis tika veltīts kādai meitenei, kas atceras un vienmēr atcerēsies tevi, lai kur arī mūsu ceļi neaizietu]

"Life goes from the highest peak

To the lowest creek.

I ain't here to talk bout the creek, let's take a look at the peak.

You bring my highest peak

And when that moment comes

I always have troubles whilst going to sleep

Cause then I ain't ready to dream, I wanna stay with what is real.

The smiles you bring are always the best

I wish I could feel them for ever rest

Wish I was smarter, to not have a doubt

To be sure of what's happening when giving it a thought

Wish it'd be as simple as a wall with 2 sides

One filled with joy, which you give when you're sweet

For a while I can go there and take a peak

I see you smiling and I feel things I've never felt before

With a smile on my face I can say, it's you I love and adore

Wish the sun would never shine on the other side of the wall

Cause that's when the best of the best.. leaves and forgets.

It's out of control, I can't free my soul.

I just sit there and hope, that the sun will shine on just the first side

Where you make my world, everything it is, and I don't want to go back

I don't even wanna look, not far a moment, I know.. there's one thing you took.

Hope that it's safe and defended.

Put under a key, and protected.

Just want you to know, you're really the best

I'm not here to bring you to the test

I want you to be happy and smile all day long

I know you deserve it, and so does the world.

I don't wanna act.. it's really a fact

Just say it all straight - 

You're so full of things, that I can't forget

There are so many things, that I might regret

And there are so many things that I love in you.

I'm really messed up

Who knows - 

Maybe I fucked up

Maybe I just put another drop in the ocean

Maybe I did what's right

Someday I'll find out, it might be too late

But o well, I guess that's what they call Faith.

Just for the last thought..

Don't search for this in books..

Don't look  for it in songs..

Don't check the poems, 

It doesn't come from there

it comes from something that's taken,

And hidden under a key.

It's not all I wanted to say

But I think that's enough for today

Now I'm ready to dream, and leave reality behind

I know I asked you to dream for both of us

But hell.. I'm still gonna try tonight

Cause I don't feel like giving up a fight

Nope.. Not tonight..

Sweet dreams CandyCane.."